must read but be CAUTIOUS please...

when my rights was disrespected,I am a little upset,i may cry my heart out but i don't think that i am the person they created in their mind,i don't either think that i am a loser because i know that they are wrong about what they think of me.no need for me to confront or defend myself because only bright mind has a good jugdement so i dont waste my time with those NUTS!!


BABALA:

tabi tabi po sa mga mambabasa pero ginawa ko ang post na ito habang galit ako.expect the bad words.walang akong particular na taong pinatatamaan ng blog na ito pero alam niya at ng nasa TAAS kung sino siya.

para sa putang inang nag-frame up sakin.hayop ka.punyeta ka.babalikan ka ng karma mo.sampung beses ang balik sayo nyan.madamay pati pamilya mo.tarantado ka.isama mo na pati ang mga naniwala sayo.
hayop ka.wala kang matinong magawa sa buhay mo para manira ka pa ng buhay ng may buhay.sa inyong patuloy akong pinaguusapan,ipagpatuloy nyo lang.maganda yan.sayangin ninyo ang mga precious hours nyo dito sa lupa para sakin.ikakaginhawa nyo yan de go.i-enjoy nyo na ang mga moments nyo dito dahil siguradong sa impyerno bagsak ng mga kaluluwa ninyo.tangina mo.hindi ako maka move on sa ginawa mo sakin.

"THE LAW of KARMA"

Karma means action, means "to do". Immediately we have an indication that the real meaning of karma is not fate because karma is action. It is dynamic. But it is more than simply action because it is not mechanical action. It is not unconscious or involuntary action. It is intentional, conscious, deliberate, willful action. How is it that this intentional, will action conditions or determines our situation? It is because every action must have a reaction, an effect.

In its most basic sense, the Law of Karma in the moral sphere teaches that similar actions will lead to similar results. Let us take an example. If we plant a mango seed, the plant that springs up will be a mango tree, and eventually it will bear a mango fruit. Alternatively, if we plant a Pong Pong seed, the tree that will spring up will be a Pong Pong tree and the fruit a Pong Pong. As one sows, so shall one reap. According to one’s action, so shall be the fruit. Similarly, in the Law of Karma, if we do a wholesome action, eventually we will get a wholesome fruit, and if we do an unwholesome action eventually we will get an unwholesome, painful result. This is what we mean when we say that causes bring about effects that are similar to the causes. This we will see very clearly when we come to specific examples of wholesome and unwholesome actions.

in case na hindi mo alam yan at wala kang idea tungkol dyan.ang masaklap pa, karma does strike tenfolds.so hindi ako lugi sa kahihinatnan ng ginawa mo sakin.again FUCK YOU, sonofabitch....


sa lahat ng nagtangol at patuloy na naniniwala sakin:
hindi ko kayo kailangang isa isahin.kilala ninyo ang mga sarili ninyo kung sino kayo.SALAMAT!!



at sa lahat ng makakabasa neto:
kung tinamaan kayo.pasensyahan tayo dahil hindi ako isang mabait na tao....

it's sunday....

my 1st sunday in elo shift.went to the church and have dinner at till village with my two close friends here.hayst.

I missed home but i really did not want to go back in philippines yet.i felt lost but the things and dreams i wanna do and achive was clear.lately, i have had a hard time on myself.some of my friends tell me that i'm lucky,but somehow,i think working as an ofw was not that easy,it's not just about money.it's difficult to work abroad but i felt secure when i wasn't at home.visiting home sounds happy but staying at home for long sounds stress.i dont know why i am feeling this.i hate it but that was what i felt.hayst again.

Bye for now.thanks God it's sunday.iloveyou papa JESUS,please bear with me!

a letter to kim benedict (an insignificant creature)

it is not a letter of bitterness.it is a letter of me for a person whom once i loved the most because i thought that he's one great person but  just last night transformed to uncunning beast.

oh fuck you!you are the most insignificant creature i've ever met.i could not imagine how much i have loved you before.but last night was the last straw.what i felt for you now  was pure anger and hate.how i wish you'll suddenly hit by a bus while walking in the street.i was not hurt by your words fool because i know what is true.suddenly i felt free.your unwanted and indecent words makes me totally moved on from you.

bakit hanggang ngayon hindi mo matanggap na nalamangan kita?ang tanga mo pala.you are laughing at me but what about me?in silence;i smiled while thingking how much i made a fool out of you.that someone named kim was fooled by a lady named mae.

just recently or actualy my first ever blog was for you, showing how much i can't move on but now?huh?what the heck.i was able to see who really you are.and in an instant i was moved on.

hindi ka lang gago kim.isa kang malaking tanga.thanks at nagkaroon ako ng isang laruang kagaya mo.perfect.paniwalan mong hanggang ngayon mahal na mahal pa rin kita.but you are really out of my league now.adios.

emo...

i know what people think of me.

it's just another reason for me to hate.

i spend everyday feeling dreadful.

there's no hope for any of us.

i just wish for a better tomorrow but i got exactly the opposite.

i can't take the pain anymore.

the feeling is killing me inside.

slowly driving me to my most fragile states and i just want you to understand.

understand why i am like this.

undestand how i am feeling.

just plainly understand.

because that is what i need.

i need someone to go through or the worst could happen.

so until the day a ray of hope would cut through the thick clouds of my despair;

i will be waiting;

waiting;

watching;

in the DARKNESS....

sigh...

i feel so much wounded and bleeding and yet i cant feel anything.i guess i became numb because of this never ending pain.i wanna hate you for what you are doing to me but i guess what i really felt for you was love.

i still remember those old times that you were once mine.those memories still makes my heart glad.i cared so much for you.and you are to me too.its not a make-belief.its true,i can feel that during those times.you have loved and cared for me the way i cared and loved you too.remember the dreams we have built?that you will fathered all my children?i love those old times.

but it sad how time flies so fast that i cant even remember how we ended up in different ways.you with your 2 children with her and me being engage with someone else.i want us both to be happy but how can i if i still have this feelings for you.i wanna moved on but every time im trying you'll suddenly appear and say hi.then my feeling will be as same as old times.i hate it but i cant do anything about it.i know i still can make you mine,but because i know what is right and wrong, i wont do anything about it.i am not a home wrecker and i want your children to live with a normal life with father and mother.so we will stay this way.you and i being an ex lovers.